Praise Cats - R&B Dance Mix [CD 1]

Artist: Praise Cats
Album: R&B Dance Mix [CD 1]

Tracklist :

• Shined On Me [Friday Night Posse Mix]

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Why can't people admit when they're wrong?

Ok my so called middle aged friend at my church made some very hurtful remarks regarding my clothing.She and her best friend just made hurtful remarks. She told me that I am going to miss out on opportunities just because I don't dress in fancy clothes. I am not missing out on opportunities.I'm enjoying life. And she made it seem like I will never get a husband just because I don't dress in fancy suits.I have suits but I can't fit into them at the time.I am working on my weight.I have 2 more inches to loose and then I will be able to get into them.
And she said that God won't bless me.Now she is trying to say that she never said this, but she did. She actually said I will miss out on the blessings of God if I don't dress a certain way. God is blessing me and there are homeless people out here and low income people who attend church and they don't dress all fancy and they are still being blessed by God.
She pulled teen girls to the side and told me in front of them that they dress better than me.She keeps trying to justify and say that they are adults just because one of them was 19. But in actuality one isn't an adult until they reach 21.She didn't have to pull teen girls over and humiliate me in front of them and tell me that they look better than me.
She called my hairstyle idiotic.I sometimes wear the 2 braids because I am part Native American and I'm proud of my culture.So I guess all Native Americans are idiots huh? So I guess my late grandma was an idiot.She had 2 braids in her hair on her death bed.That was so like racist of her to say.
She didn't have to demean me.Now she is trying to say that she never said that God wouldn't bless me and that she never said that I won't get a husband. She said I will miss out on opportunities and said that she will be on the other side praising God just because i don't dress all fancy.She said that she wants me to come in the church dressed so beautifully that she will shut up.She said she will continue saying something until i dress more fancy.
She came to me with stuff some of the Second Service members said.I'm not even in the Second Service choir anymore.I'm just in First Service.
I sent her an email telling her to pretend that I'm dead and to just leave me alone and said our friendship is over.
She replied and I saw that she forwarded the email that was supposed to be between me and her, to her unstable best friend.
Her unstable best friend made negative remarks and she is considered one of the meanest seniors in the choir.She just says some off the wall stuff and looks at people like they are something nasty.
I have really been stressing about this. My eating disorder has grown worse since this incident.I only eat 2 tablespoons of food twice a day.I am now sick with a cold. My immune system is under pressure because of this incident.I have nightmares.I have been wondering if I'm going to end up a lonely old woman like she said. So no man will want me just because I don't dress in suits or fancy clothes.I'm going to die some old lady with a bunch of cats. So God doesn't love me just because I don't dress fancy. She made out like God loves her more and loves me less.
Now she is trying to say she didn't say that or mean it that way.
Why can't people admit when they're wrong?

indie